I Hate My Womb
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
I had one of the worst lower body attacks very early this morning. The pain, which woke me up at 3 a.m., consisted of severe dysmenorrhea, severe indigestion and severe hunger. Felt like dozens of large crochet needles hooking themselves to my insides over and over again. It came to the point where I was screeching to be taken to the hospital because I was dead sure it wasn't just some fucking "girl problem." It was worse than the time I passed out in the CommDep washroom stall, worse than the time I bled all over the floor during Math class, worse than the time I woke up screaming in my dorm bunk because it felt like someone was going at me with a chainsaw. Couldn't begin to imagine what was happening inside me. I think I passed out at around 5.
I woke up a few hours later because I had a Philo long test (which I most likely bombed because I can't explain myself for shit in Filipino no matter how well I understand the texts) and realized that I was back to the single-knife-in-vagina kind of dysmenorrhea I was more used to. Regardless, I am now at CTC, wishing my cunt would just fall off.
posted by marguerite @ 12:29 PM
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